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ruby. pony. 22. melbourne. wellington.

Sep 1st at 11PM / 2 notes

today was a weird day. i feel so tired all time even though i’m sleeping a lot and it’s starting to feel abnormal. today i went to gym and then i had work and like 5 people at work told me i looked nice or my hair was nice or something which was weird bc i looked exactly the same as i always do except prob more tired. i hate my job but the people are so good there i have a lot of friends and it makes me feel like less of a loser. i try to remind myself that at least the work is meaningful most of the time which makes it slightly more bearable. sometimes i feel embarrassed about how open i am and how much personal shit i tell people about myself so easily like i have lost my filter. lately it has made me realise how much shit i have been through and i am doing pretty well considering. i worry about the instability of my financial situation, my anxiety and mental state and friendships and about food and weight and eating but i am doing my best atm. i feel lonely sometimes but i’m ok.


My face above the water
My feet can’t touch the ground,
Touch the ground, and it feels like
I can see the sands on the horizon
Everytime you are not around

I’m slowly drifting away
Wave after wave, wave after wave
I’m slowly drifting (drifting away)
And it feels like I’m drowning
Pulling against the stream
Pulling against the stream

I wish I could make it easy
Easy to love me, love me
But still I reach
To find a way
I’m stuck here in between
I’m looking for the right words to say

I’m slowly drifting, drifting away
Wave after wave, wave after wave
I’m slowly drifting (drifting away)
And it feels like I’m drowning
Pulling against the stream
Pulling against the stream


Aug 30th at 9PM / 0 notes

not having wifi is drivin me kinda crazy


chur Q

chur Q


you’re a grown ass woman, why they doin nothin good for you?


Aug 30th at 4PM / 9 notes

how come you moved out from grace's place?

haha idk why you felt the need to ask this anonymously, but grace was so kind to me and let me rent with her temporarily until i was able to sort my shit out and find a more permanent place to live. the people i was living with before grace were fucked and it was just such a stressful bad situation so grace kinda rescued me bc she’s an angel. it has taken me a while to get on my feet after moving to melbourne but it’s allg now.


Aug 30th at 9AM / 16 notes
completely forgot that when i was high i sent lots of samples of tampons, pads, adult diapers etc to a boy who broke my heart and he posted it on his instagram hahahahahahaha

completely forgot that when i was high i sent lots of samples of tampons, pads, adult diapers etc to a boy who broke my heart and he posted it on his instagram hahahahahahaha


Aug 28th at 1PM / via: thephrenology / op: thephrenology / 1,372 notes

Things I love about my new house:

Aug 28th at 1AM / 9 notes

- whistling kettle on a gas stove
- excellent shower pressure
- bath
- great selfie mirror
- cute + cozy
- natural light breezy
- baby fridge/magnet collection space
- coming home to tals
- sooooo close to train station/city
- cute neighbourhood
- close to babs
- close to fave cafe
- friendly neighbours
- so fresh so clean
- organised
- safe
- late night missions to 24 hour Kmart
- building a home
- peach


EVERYTHING’S GONNA BE ALRIGHT

Aug 27th at 3PM / 3 notes

"You are deserving of the most pure, whole, and authentic love. I hope you know that."

Aug 27th at 11AM / via: bloodandgin / op: sunflower-mama / 6,494 notes

today i went to counselling and it was the first time in ages or ever that i’ve unleashed a whole load of shit from my soul. i feel kinda relieved but also just tired. everything the counsellor said was validating though and made me feel like i’m on the right track figuring this stuff out. last night i went on a date with a dude and i fucked him briefly and it was just a bad decision because i didn’t realise that i’m still dealing with the last heartbreak that i’m trying so hard to get over. i keep thinking that seeing other people will help comfort me or help me to move on, but then when i do i just feel really empty and sad. i don’t ever want to get bitter and angry, i don’t want to lose my sweetness and kindness but i’m getting more and more hopeless that love and respect and balanced relationships are something that exists in reality. i’m so bored of what’s on offer. i feel nothing for anyone. i don’t want to settle. i don’t want to be a rescuer or a victim. i don’t want to slide into an abusive situation again. i don’t want to fuck people i don’t care about. i don’t want to endlessly love and support and get nothing in return.


90shiphopraprnb:

Aaliyah

90shiphopraprnb:

Aaliyah


Aug 27th at 10AM / via: bvsedjesus / op: bvsedjesus / 13,458 notes

bvsedjesus:

Schoolboy Q - Studio (ft. BJ The Chicago Kid)

all night layin verses tho i’d rather lay with you, baby

What the fuck, I ain’t smokin’ hot, bust me down?
You the same clown nigga that was runnin’ me down?
Now you all up in the store ‘cause you wanna be down?

I said, rule #1 to be a boss ass bitch:
Never let a clown nigga try to play you
If he play you, then rule #2:
Fuck his best friends, then make ‘em yes-men
And get a dick pic, and then you press send
And send a red heart and send a kissy face
And tell him that his friends love how your pussy tastes
And that’s rule #3 I’m the school T